Thursday, November 15, 2007

Jitters

I'm getting the jitters alrite.
Yup the long-awaited wedding jitters and panic attacks that surprise, surprise din came as soon as i tot it wld. I was panicking n shaky like mad juz now.
Bt funny, now dat i m in the hse, surrounded by the wedding environment, i feel calm.
No more jitters.

Maybe i was badly and heavily influenced by the fact that i was rushing to finish up work.
Well, work will nvr finish anyway.
So wat the heck m i talking abt.

I tink I mite also b influenced by him.

Our last time, remember?

I was kinda surprised when he asked me to pass his gift in front of the malay colleagues. U noe how gossip cn get rite?
N in front of dem, he basically pushed his hands to my lips (konon2 mcm aku salam dier lah) wen we shoke hands to wish him all the best. n we were juz holding hands after dat. kak rin said, amboi, kata melampau tp tgk tu tgn, n den kak faz said, mmg melampau, tgk kat depan mata kiter n kat sekolah pulak tu.
n den they joke abt how he shldnt do dat memandangkan dh pegi umrah. n he said , eh inilah yg diminta waktu kat umrah. n den they said to me u ni...mcm dosa umrah dier lah...
den he said, "sebenarnya dialah pahala umrah i..."

n dat was wen the jitters came.

i hope he like my gift. it's simple n cheap. sumting dat he usually doesnt get. bt there's a meaning to it. n i hope, everytime he looks at the gift, it will reminds him of me.

Haha! Wedding jitters ke.....??????

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 5:10 PM